i wrote this before and im writing this again


Life’s always not a little Angel.
Your Mind is always not thinking Straight.
At times if Your intentions Aren't Cruel one just can't have Fun.
Because Everyone does it, but its as simple as that, no one talks about it..

Healing

Chopping the self..
Into neat little words..
Into commas and fullstops and exclamation marks..
Breaking the holds..
Resculpturing the eyes, the ears and the hands..
Healing with the poetry..


dont know what i am writing..something that is just ringing in my head..
dont even know if they are my own words..cant recall if i read them somewhere..
they feel so surreal yet so pure and obvious in my life..

ok ok..i was wrong with all the things..

not 2, 3 of us were smitten..1 drooling..

and and and and no friends of her for me please..;-)

Nice day, People getting high and me still not getting what i like

dere are days that really piss you off and you have to say i hope i never come across something like this again in my life...and den dere are days you enjoy so much that you never want them to end..and then there are the usual days..
why do i get only the last one of these??
the day started as the usual arid one, i thought wont be having anything today..then suddenly out of the darkness a light of hope gleams..

off to movie with friends..hoping that we get a ticket..but we dont..
hey!! how in the hell you expect to get it??its sunday and SRK is in the house (can anyone tell me how long will this SRK flare last??)
any how we drop the movie plan..off to some other place so that everyone can chill..chilling..ohh!! i mean icy...ohh!! i mean glasses too...ohh!! i think ill add a bottle too..

whose that girl..oh she is soo very cute...still other people have there opinions..
she smokes..so what, does that make her bound to be a slut??i hope not..
kinda friendly..but that quality again is misleading..for me as well as for others..ok, she may not be open..buzz off..
two of us are smitten by her and as usual i hide and back off..may be called a coward or a naive..so be it..but still cant think as if she aint having any of her feelings..

maybe ill see her again..but i dont think the first look that we exchanged would now be held in high ranks..hope it does..

ok i think dat chilling stuff was kinda inductive..
so better cut it now..
adios blog..

Who Am I : rumination continues

James Thurber:
All men should strive to learn before they die, what they are running from, and to, and why.

21 precious years have already passed me..i have lived, i have enjoyed, i have smiled, i have cried, i have pondered, i have fantasized, i have feigned and i have been decieved,i have loved & been loved, i have hated & been hated, i have cared and been taken care of..
but still havent been able to get the slightest of clues about what James Thurber is saying..if the most docile and gulibe years of my life havent been able to provide me with an answer i dont think the future would be doing so..

so will my life be called a useless one..?wont i be getting an entry into the heaven..?will the GOD(if he does exists) punish me..?

good that im not a thiest..i thought of becoming one few years back..but then realised that they dont get an off..

Random

I don't spend much time thinking about whether God exists. I don't consider that a relevant question. It's unanswerable and irrelevant to my life, so I put it in the category of things I can't as well as I dont worry about.

Who Am I : rumination begins

I am two men: one wants to have all the joy, passion and adventure that life can give me. The other wants to be a slave to routine, to family life, to the things that can be planned and achieved. And both of us are living in the same body and battling with each other. The meeting of these two men is a game with serious risks. A divine dance. When we meet, we are two divine energies, two universes colliding. If the meeting is not carried out with due reverence, one universe destroys the other.

JUST WHEN I THOUGHT

Just when I thought
That I should not give up hope
I lost the courage to do so..
Just when I thought
That I should leave my sadness
I forgot how to smile..
Just when I thought
That I can share my secrets
I forgot the words..
Just when I thought
That silence isn’t enough
I lost my voice..
Just when I thought
That expression shouldn’t b hidden
I forget how to express them..
Just when I thought
That I can live without assets
I lost my breaths..
Just when I thought
That I have won the battle
I lost the war..

What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

You Are A Lime Tree

You are intelligent, hard working, and innately successful. You try to change what you can in life - and you accept what you can't change. Tough on the outside, you are actually soft and relenting. Jealous at times, you are extremely loyal and giving to those you love. You have many talents, but you don't have enough time to use them.

What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

What Planet Should You Rule?

You Should Rule Saturn

Saturn is a mysterious planet that can rarely be seen with the naked eye. You are perfect to rule Saturn because like its rings, you don't always follow the rules of nature. And like Saturn, to really be able to understand you, someone delve beyond your appearance. You are not an easy person to befriend. However, once you enter a friendship, you'll be a friend for life. You think slowly but deeply. You only gain great understanding after a situation has past.

What Planet Should You Rule?

What Is Your Seduction Style?

Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic

You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic! You life live and approach seduction on a grand scale. You have an inner self confidence and energy that most people lack It's these talents that make you seem extraordinary - and you truly are!

What Is Your Seduction Style?

The Five Factor Values Test

Your Values Profile

Loyalty: You value loyalty highly. You're completely devoted to your friends and family. Even if they totally screw up, you're still there for them. Just make sure they're equally loyal to you! Honesty: You value honesty a fair amount. You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it. If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it. In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity." Generosity: You value generosity highly. So much so that you often put your own needs last. There's nothing wrong with having a caring heart... But you may want to rethink your "open wallet" policy. Humility: You value humility a fair amount. You tend to be an easy going, humble person. But occasionally your ego takes over. You have a slight competitive streak - and the need to be the best. Tolerance: You value tolerance a fair amount. You are open to new cultures, beliefs, and ideas. You have very few prejudices that you're aware of. And while you are tolerant, you do stand true to what you believe.

The Five Factor Values Test

How Intuitive Are You?

You Are 64% Intuitive

You are a very intuitive person. And luckily, your intuition is normally right. You're wise enough to know that relying on intuition alone can be dangerous. When your intuition seems really off, you tend to ignore it - and look at the facts instead.

How Intuitive Are You?

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your Birthdate: March 15

You take life as it is, and you find happiness in a variety of things. You tend to be close to family and friends. But it's hard to get into your inner circle. Making the little things wonderful is important to you, and you probably have an inviting home. You seek harmony with others, but occasionally you have a very stubborn streak. Your strength: Your intense optimism Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents Your power color: Jade Your power symbol: Flower Your power month: June

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?