You never know when life will happen again..

Wont comment as i had thought of when i started of with this post..wrote, deleted, wrote again and deleted again..cant be so insensitive..already acted foolishly when called him inane..but no..nothing more about him..

Life is ever changing,One second your life is playing out exactly as you had dreamt of and in one single instant everything changes..Your entire world comes crashing down, Your hopes, your dreams and your future, all of them have suddenly been stolen from you..Nothing left to show except pain and tears..Reality has hit your fantasy world..and then you cant think of anything, you cant act, you cant take any decisions except one..the one to end your life..


Life is so precious so cherish each moment, Live every single day as if it were your last, Remember the laughs, Remember the talks, Remember the smiles, Remember the walks..These memories will see you through the toughest times..Life makes you stronger, Life makes you smarter than before..But nobody is ever invincible to Life..Hold and cherish what you still have close to your heart,coz You never know when life might happen again.

HERE WITHOUT YOU

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same

All the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me.

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overratedBut I hope that it gets better as we go.

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me.

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done.
It gets hard but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me

I am Screwed, i am Fucked up & Man!!!!! me Hungry

the day starts so bad gets so well in the middle and ends miserably..

8:30..my alarm kicks me up..i get off the bed, way too corny(not that its unusual)..but wait..the reminder does remind me that i have got an exam(CAD) to give for which i have prepared nothing at all and by 'nothing at all' i mean i am totally blank.. so blank that i am getting confused in the abbrivation too(CAD means Computer Aided Designing not Computer and Designing)..the sleep is all gone..i hurry off wid my usual chores thinking that ill be able to get atleast 1.5 hours to study something(dont you ask me what i did the night before)..but how true is this"when you really wanna do something desperately you always end up doing somthing else" and alas!! its so true for me..i land up with this amazing article which takes 1 hour, so the equation reducing itself to only .5 of an hour..
book opens..i go through some weird matrices which surely gonna haunt me today too..and miracle happens..i remember 6 outta 7..thats an amazing ratio with my lack of adeptness with mugging up..hell!! Madhur will be here any second..i hope that he is having some great ideas to help me mug up something easily..miracle happens again..i am saved..
exam time..Dabas the Courageous gets the paper out of the class, the moment they were distributed and in a min or so its like the busiest road of delhi with so many maniacs getting into the scene from nowhere and showing there poor driving skills..i hear Abhay shout, Adi get here..you would be knowing something of the theory..i see the 1st Q..what is it??even my general knowledge fails me..and i abdicate any further view..
paper in my hand..wow..1 hour gone i am through with the test..feel so amazing..good part of the day, i think, has begun..
home..cricket on..Australia is so doomed..all out for 213..India on the top..but as usual,they give this match away too..they are so screwed..
plan on, for a movie at 8:30,two of them are here..waiting for the other to reach his own home..he turns up at the scene way too late..enroute picking him up, though we clobbered the heaviest traffic of my life, we dont make it in time..its 9:15..but adamant and ignorant behaviour just ruins the night, even my arbitration wont help today..we drive senselessly, kill all the time and at 11 we realize none of us has had dinner..no use of this realization though..everything is closed and of the places that are open, atleast one of us is having a problem in going there..too much of attitude ill say(wont count myself out)..
11:30 i press the bell..dad opens d door,so amazed..mom even more.."what the hell am i doing so early back at home" i can read in their eyes..IRONIC..when i enter at 2:30 or 3:00 they are all ready to knock me cold and when i come early..they act so dumbstruck..
in my room..i am a messed up lot..wanna sleep..wanna play..wanna listen to music..wanna eat something and what i end up with..
This weird BLOG...1:28..and by 1:30 this blog will be up..
adios bad day..

i like this gal..shez kinda my type.. but who she is.. weird!!


Her's
about me:
hmmm... when i meet u ... chances are.. that i wont like you.. n even bigger are the chances of u not liking me... i dont like new ppl... if we dont get along the first time we talk.. we can NEVER get along.. if you're a judgmental racist n sexist freak... i'll prolly try decapitating u

turn off's:
psuedo cool yo and i know it all attitude, daddy's spoilt ambitionless good for nothing types, alcoholics, short temper, stereotypes, diplomatic stunts, social climbers and ppl who dont come on time ,and "SOME PPL" in general !!

ChAnGeS

I'm changing..

Life’s always not a little Angel.
Your Mind is always not thinking Straight.
At times if Your intentions Aren't Cruel One just can't have Fun.
Because Everyone does it, but its as simple as that, no one talks about it..

i may have always thought n acted opposite but the truth i have realised, though maybe a bit late but still quite a long road is left in front of me..wont be decieved again..wont be regreting again..

how true is this shit...
every desirable thing in this world is either way too expensive, illegal to possess or committed to some one else..
and how untrue is this...
Purpose of life, is a life of purpose..

no purpose of my life, im able to see..y mi traversing this road which at every hour give me reasons to believe that im useless..y mi trying to stay awake..no reasons..no explanations..

who gives damn?? i dont :p

Crystal Ball

"Who is the man I see

Where I'm supposed to be?

I lost my heart, I buried it too deep

Under the iron sea

Oh, crystal ball, crystal ball

Save us all, tell me life is beautiful

Mirror, mirror on the wall

Lines ever more unclear

Not sure I'm even here

The more I look the more I think that I'm

Starting to disappear

Oh, crystal ball, crystal ball

Save us all, tell me life is beautiful

Mirror, mirror on the wall

Oh, crystal ball, hear my song

I'm fading out, everything I know is wrong

So put me where I belong

I don't know where I am

And I don't really care

I look myself in eye

There's no-one there

I fall upon the earth

I call upon the air

But all I get is the same old vacant stare

Oh, crystal ball, crystal ball

Save us all, tell me life is beautiful

Mirror, mirror on the wall

Oh, crystal ball, hear my song

I'm fading out, everything I know is wrong

So put me where I belong"

Im such an asshole..how can i make such blunders..a total dickhead..

Though in the last post i was hoping that i shouldn't get good result in simCAT-2, and it happened..i was totally screwed..got 20.17....19 less than what i had assessed..but HELL!!! its hurts..how can i make so many mistakes..i knew i would score atleast 10 less than what i assessed with total knowledge of my poor marking abilities..but 19 less is totally unforgivable..

The only rewarding things of 12th september were..i saw munnabhai..awesome movie..n i found the song i had been looking for so long now.."BITTERSWEET SYMPHONY" by "The Verve"..amazingly good song..you all should try the song..

Finally ive arrived..
here goes my very first post..Ive seen so many people taking time out of their busy schedules just to write these blogs every other day..have commented on many myself..have seen them put their heart out..feelings flowing so facilely..
wish i was here for that..yes!! i aint here for that..
then y mi here??
what d hell mi doin here??
im here as i have nothing else to do..d colg is off for a week as sessionals r approaching..so we all are on a so called "study bunk"..
its quite funny dat wenever exams approach i tend to indulge myself into sumthin useless..like playin games dat ive ended 10 times or more..or takin up a book that ive read, mugged or better said manducated...so this time around i thought of doing sumthing that is a bit more useful, which will tend to help me out wid myself later on wen i ruminate of d time i spent around..doing nothing at all..as in no usefull stuff..

hey!! is this blogging stuff injurious??
if it is..i really wanna keep this thing going on, like forever..
hope ive got d strenght..

with this ill sign off..
shit!! deepak says simCAT-2 results r out..im so pissed off coz i might score well which will surely make me study for CAT..oh i pray thats not d case..

newez ill still sign off n keep d results a surprise till tmrw
cya tmrw my dairy